Frustrated

I'm starting to slip back into my old habits. Not being able to go to the gym is making me so depressed. I keep stepping on the scale two to three times a day just to watch the numbers go up and down. I've tried to call the cardiologist's office to get my stress test scheduled twice now and yesterday they said "Amy" will call you when she gets to your information and she's only in on Mon. Wed. and Fri. Bleh. So I trying calling again just now and they said she'll call you when she can. BLEH! If I had at least a day in mind as to when my stress test will be at least I could look forward to that and start psyching myself up. But nooooo. I know even after I have the test done it'll probably take a couple of weeks before the results come in. Le sigh. I'm going to do my exercises at home tonight. I WILL do my band exercises and crunches! I won't let all of my progress be thrown away! I WILL get out of this funk!!!